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Ancient Scream Therapy

Ancient Scream Therapy

1. Wax
2. Lost In Time
3. Go Get A Life!
4. Ancient Scream Therapy
5. The Agony Of My Nice Side
6. Judgement 2021
7. The Buried Alive Exercise
8. Illegal Society
9. Sólyomszemmel
10. When One Day Ends


Kiadó: Edge Records
Megjelenés éve: 2006
Blind Myself:
Tóth Gergely ? vocals
Szalkai Tibor ? guitars
Szabó László ? drums
Bodnár Péter ? bass

Recorded at Bakery Studios, Érd, Hungary 2006.
Produced and mastered by Bodnár Péter
Co-produced by Varga Zoltán

All music written by Blind Myself
All lyrics written by Tóth Gergely and Tóth Dávid 
Except ?Sólyomszemmel? written by Tóth Gergely, Tóth Dávid and Pálinkás Tamás
All songs published by BPRNR/EMI Music Publishing

Additional vocals by Zoli Téglás (Lost In Time), Berger Dalma (The Buried Alive Excercise), Pálinkás Tamás (Sólyomszemmel), Danni Powell (Ancient Scream Therapy, Sólyomszemmel), The ?hardcore? of Budapest Academic Choir Society: Kalán Erika, Véghely Anita, Csató Zsófia, Éry Dóra, Paál Balázs, Tóth Olivér, Országh Csaba, Pankotai István (Wax, The Buried Alive Excercise)
Keyboards on The Buried Alive Excercise and Judgement 2021 by Cséri Zoltán

When One Day Ends recorded at Parkplatz Studio, Budapest, Hungary 2005.

Artwork and bandphoto by Loránt Demeter
Blind Myself logo designed by Molnár Gábor

Wax

D'you believe?
D'you believe?
D'you believe that you fly to
D'you believe that you will fly to the Sol?
Do you know that the price will
Do you know that the price will be high?

The trees tell you now it will cost your life
The hills tell you now it will cost your pride
The birds tell you now it will cost your life 
The clouds tell you now it will cost your pride

"I am flying 
Flying to the sun
Will you follow?
Me until I'm done"

Do you know?
Do you know?
D'you believe that you fly to
D'you believe that you will fly to the Sol?
Do you know that the price will
Do you know that the price will be high?

The stars warned you that it will cost your life
The moon warned you that it will cost your pride
The sky warned you that it will cost your life 
The sea warned your that it will cost your pride

"I am falling
Falling from the Sun
I will scatter
Scatter on the ground"

Do you speak the language of the World?
Do you understand the soul of the Universe?

You...
You're blind
You're deaf
You're numb
You're such a fool!

Fight the good fight!

D'you believe that you get out from
D'you believe you can get out from this mess?
Do you know that the price will
Do you know that the price will be high?

Lost In Time

All my memories will be lost anyhow
All my belongings will be lost in time 
All my prophecies will be lost in time

I have to die - must I?
I don't deny- do I ?
I cannot die - can I?

I'd like to cry - should I?
Can't loose it all - can I?
I'll rest in peace - will I?

All my very hopes will be lost anyhow
All my pretty girls will be lost in time
All big moments will be lost anyhow
And my bloody pride will be lost in time

I have to die - must I?
I don't deny - do I ?
I cannot die - can I?

I'd like to cry - should I?
Can't loose it all - can I?
I'll rest in peace - will I?

I have to die - must I?
I don't deny- do I ?
I cannot die - can I?

Will I leave my mark on this life? But I tell you man - who cares?
Will you leave your mark upon life? They'll forget you anyways

I have to die - must I?
I don't deny- do I ?
I cannot die - can I?

I'd like to cry - should I?
Can't loose it all - can I?
I'll rest in peace - will I?

Will I leave my mark on this life? But I tell you man - who cares?
Will you leave your mark upon life? They'll forget you anyways?

All my memories will be lost anyhow
All my belongings will be lost in time 
All my properties will be lost anyhow
And my legacy will be lost in time

Lost in time - Lost anyhow
Lost in time - Lost anyhow
Lost in time - Lost anyhow
Lost in time

Go Get A Life!

Go go go get a life!
Sipping my own blood you leech!
I'll keep myself out of reach! 
Go go go get a life!

You kill my time
Hey, leave me alone!
You hold me back
Must go on my own
Your emptiness
Is making me sick
Messing me up
is your dirty trick

Kill my, kill my, kill my, good time!
Nasty, nasty, nasty big crime!
Use my, use my, use my good will
But go, oh go away you will

You kill my time
Hey, leave me alone
You hold me back
Must go on my own
Your emptiness
Is making me sick
Messing me up
is your dirty trick 

Go go go get a life!
'Would you please' get off my back
I want to go on my track
Go go go get a life!

You create your pseudo life
But I need my own peace of mind
I will not be your confessor
I don't want to be that loser

Ancient Scream Therapy

"In the ancient scream theraphy you will need to travel down to your unconscious repeating a certain pattern of thought usually associated with your childhood traumas, fears and nightmares."

Can't hear - Can't speak - Can't feel - Can't heal 

Your invisible prison cell that surrounds you, keeps you, holds you as a well

Hold breath - Swim up - Keep up - Get out

In the water of the womb where you felt very good but now you feel drawned 

Locked up - Sealed down - Closed now - Shut down

Those forgotten catacombs of your heavy soul that were never opened up

Can't breathe - Can't move - Can't talk - Can't walk

There your lonely soul is locked away from love and all

But there's a truth inside of you that will never never lie to you
There's a path inside of you that will never never lead you to...

Can't hear - Can't feel - Can't heal 

The invisible prison cell

Locked up - Sealed down - Shut down 

Catacombs of your heavy soul

Hold breath - Swim up - Get out

There's a truth inside of you that will never never lie to you
There's a path inside of you that will never never lead you to wasteland!

Fear of death is fear of the unknown
Fear of life is loosing the known

Because you can fight for yourself
Because I can fight for myself

The Agony Of My Nice Side

I feel like Don Quijote fighting windmills
Fighting against stupid heads!

Enough is enough now 
I'm tired of an endless war
Against cowardice and apathy!

I'm sick of lame excuses
I'm sick of your lethargy

"Bread and Circus to the people" said the Emperor and
He was right, it's that simple, it is sad
Nothing has changed since then
We're never gonna understand our past, basta!

Your laziness will pay you back!
When you will die a droid's death

I'm sick of lame excuses
I'm sick of your lethargy
I'm sick of blaming myself
I'm tired of being the nice guy

You mutilate yourself, you're worthless pig
Wanne be your worst enemy
I feel like Don Quijote fighting windmills
Fighting against stupid heads

Your laziness will pay you back!
When you will die a droid's death

The agony of my nice side

I'm sick of lame excuses
I'm sick of your lethargy
I'm sick of blaming myself
I'm tired of being the nice guy

Judgement 2021

In the year of 2021 a new Investigating Organization has been found. Their objectives are to locate and uncover corruption, organized crime and high level fraud. The organization was formed by cloned humans.

Searching, finding, fighting, shooting, bleeding, screaming, screaming, screaming!
Driving, thinking, joking, beating, pushing, running, killing, killing, killing!
Paying, bribeing, hiding, climbing, trying, losing, shouting, shouting, shouting!

"No human took the risk, only me
To uncover high crime, against an army
No human took the pain
Going after them
And get them in chain"

Searching, finding, fighting, shooting, bleeding, screaming, screaming, screaming!
Driving, thinking, joking, beating, pushing, running, killing, killing, killing!
Paying, bribeing, hiding, climbing, trying, losing, shouting, shouting, shouting!

Now the time has come, you have no way to fly
Now the time has come, you have no chance to lie
You know it was your liability and crime
No exit, no escape your act was caught on tape 

Judgement has come, you have no way to fly
Judgement has come, you have no chance to lie
You know it was your liability and crime
No exit, no escape your act was caught on tape

Dirty Guys
Lies of the lies 
Game of spies
Watching Eyes

Too much pride
Door open wide
Never tried
Yet to hide

Greed and lust
Blood on the dust
I was just
Lacking trust

Now the time has come, you have no way to fly
Now the time has come, you have no chance to lie
You know it was your liability and crime
No exit, no escape your act was caught on tape 

Judgement has come, you have no way to fly
Judgement has come, you have no chance to lie
You know it was your liability and crime
No exit, no escape your act was caught on tape

"I never thought of saying, took me long to realize
That humans aren't brave beings, everyone lies
It is a war, clones vs. cowardice
Hypocracy - driving out dirty vice"

Searching, finding, fighting, shooting, bleeding, screaming, screaming, screaming!
Driving, thinking, joking, beating, pushing, running, killing, killing, killing!
Paying, bribeing, hiding, climbing, trying, losing, shouting, shouting, shouting!
Bribeing, cheating, lying, tricking, stealing, But Why, But Why, But Why?

I won't fly! I won't lie! I rather die!

The Buried Alive Exercise

Inspired by the book The Pilgrimage by Paulo Coelho

Lying in my coffin
Placed on the bier
Screws have been turned
Heavily, wearily, wish I could move

Family, friends surround me 
Gathered to say good bye
Feel the sadness, feel the sorrow
Heavily, wearily, wish I could move

Wife is sobbing there
Unable to speak 
Unable to move
Heavily, wearily, wish I could move

A prayer has now started
Voices fill the chapel
Fragrance of the flowers
Disgusts me and drives me crazy

Friend's empty faces, 
They came in now to grab me
Echoing steps around 
It disgusts me and drives me crazy

But I am alive! 
Can't you hear my scream? 
Please honey help me! 
Don't you hear me?

Feel my coffin is moving 
Taken to my grave
It is the last march
Darkness ahead and sadness behind

I lead the crowd
Walking steps around
Lowered lonely heads 
Darkness ahead and sadness behind
(Quo vadis Domine?)

But I am alive! 
Can't you hear my scream? 
Please father, help me, help me! 
Don't you hear me? 
Are you kidding me? 
I'm sensing everything, help me!

Free! Death Brother, I am free!
Thank you, I owe you, Brother Death
Saw the day of my death
And I 'm not afraid of anyone

Quo vadis, Domine?
Quo vadis, Domine?
Quo vadis, Domine?
Quo vadis, Domine?

They put him to the grave
Someone says some great words about him
Most of them are crying
They start to put the flowers to the grave 
I smell them all around me
Teardrops're falling on his coffin
Their shovels are filling in the grave
Everything is dark, so dark
The footsteps are fading as the sobs as well
No noise coming from above anymore
I'm alone, hear the worms getting closer 
Eating me alive
Deadly silence... is here and now

But I am alive! 
Can't you hear my scream? 
Please mother, help me, help me!
Don't you hear me?
Are you kidding me?
I'm sensing everything: I am alive!

Free! Death Brother I am free!
Thank you, I owe you, Brother Death.
Saw the day of my death
And I 'm not afraid of anyone

(Quo vadis Domine?)

Anyone
Anywhere
Anymore

Illegal Society

Cast away from everything
That you loved and held most dear
Here you live in lies 
Imaginary Paradise

No cure, no hope
Noone cares

Away
Cast Away!

Suffer 24/7 
For a single lie
That you have adored
Worshipped and preached

No cure, no hope
Noone cares

How long will it take to realize that your heart has already flown home?
How long will it take to realize that your body is a slave here?

Illegal
Illegal society

How long will it take to realize that your soul has already flown home?
How long will it take to realize that your vessel is at bay here?

Illegal
Illegal society
Illegal worker
Illegal society

How does it feel to be humilated?

Cast away!
Cast away!


No cure, no hope, noone cares

Sólyomszemmel

Nagy Testvér meghallá Költőnek énekét
Ki dalol igazat, valósat és sértőt
Nagy Testvér haragnak haragját érezé
A kezét emelé, döntését meghozá
Kémeit 5-6-7 határba szétküldé
Azok megtalálák, éjszaka ráronták
Költőnket meglelék, bilincsbe ott verék
Dalait elvevék, a házát égeték
A nyáját kergeték, asszonyát megölék
Hegyeken, völgyeken, síkságon hurcolák

"Ugye ez a könyv, amit rám írtál
Nem is túl nedves ahhoz,
Hogy végre kimoshass már magamból
Ki veheti ki a bölcsességet
Az aszfalt tört fogakból
Ha ez az ünnep örökké tart"

Nagy Testvér elébe erővel elmarják
Ő meg ott haraggal tömlőcbe veteté
Vereté, kínzatá, nagy falhoz láncolá
Fagattá, de ő már bűneit nem báná

"Hallom gyáva vagy félni"

Bírák és Helytartók másnap elítélék

"Olyan jól tükröz ez téged"

Hajnalban vezeték, Főtérre viteték

"Duplára tükröz és harmaddá oszt szét"

Emberek leköpék, megverék, kövezék

"Ne félj és ne számolj, hagyd csak, hogy magától múljon el"

"Sólyomszemmel jár beléd és csendesen vállalón
Ahol éppen a csatát vesztik el 
Ugyancsak feszül a széttárt mezőnk és páráz egy kissé a föld fölé
Én meg még arrébb sem nézhetek
Ó úgy látom, ó a maradék csillaggal játszol el"

"Sólyomszemmel jár beléd és csendesen vállalón
Ahol éppen a csatát vesztik el 
Ugyancsak feszül a széttárt mezőnk és páráz egy kissé a föld fölé
Én meg még arrébb sem nézhetek
Ó úgy látom, ó a maradék csillaggal herdálsz el"

Mindenki láttára a máglyán végezé
Csontjait szétszórá, írmagját kiírtá, eltörlé

Szellemét azonban...
Azt sosem találta 
Talán ma is itt van
Közelebb, mint ahogy gondolnád

When One Day Ends

Won't stop for you
Won't cry for you
Won't prey for you
Won't die for you

Will you stop for me?
Will you cry for me?
Will you prey for me?
Will you die for me?

When one day ends, another begins, ohh yeah
When one day ends, another begins, ohh yeah

Today is history
We had enough of it
Reborn like a Phoenix
Life from the ashes and dust

Renew or die!
Reborn or die!
Don't lose your way tonight

Perhaps we are
Not getting by
It's time to say good bye

When one day ends, another begins, ohh yeah

The time is running out
You should pick up the pace
Your chance is here and now
Rise from your ashes and dust

Will you cry for me?
Will you prey for me?

Won't stop for you
Won't cry for you
Won't prey for you
Won't die for you

Won't die for you!!!

Will you die for me?

Renew or die!
Reborn or die!
Don't lose your way tonight

Nooooooooo!!!

Perhaps we are
Not getting by
It's time to say good bye

When one day ends, another begins, ohh yeah
When one day ends, another begins, ohh yeah

Will you die for me?

 

 

 

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